Boy Stop

I absolutley LOVE surprises, but tonight as i was strumming my little hand away on the guitar, four little words hit me... SHUT UP AND LISTEN!!! any takers on who those words are from??? If you said God, then your right. Here lately, I have been that slackest human being on the planet. It doesn't matter what i have been doing, it could be school work, homework, baseball, or anything.... i have just been plain SLACK! I've been off course here for a while focusing on girls, baseball, xbox.... just about anything you can think off except for God. And it's taken me this long to realize why i have had no success with people in the opposite sex... i cannot handle another distraction... no if's and's or but's about it.... i just cannot handle another one. But no matter what God says to me, it just goes in one ear and right out the other. So many people have told me that i need to stop pursuing earthly things and start focusing on God, but i just haven't heard them. It has cost me months of time with God, and perhaps a friendship as well. My boy D Hayes got me thinking last night as he was preachin like it was going out of style. I have to stop glorifying myself by doing what I want to and start glorifying God the way HE wants me to. I have just been so oblivious to God these past few weeks that if i could kick myself in the face... i wouldn't hesitate. But now, after reading another friends blog, it's time to stop being a moron and start living like a Godly man. It's time to stop pleasing myself and START pleasing God. I know i can do it... I know i can do it THROUGH GOD! So now as i plan to take a step back and gather myself, i will fall into the hands of God, where i KNOW without a shadow of a doubt i am able to do anything this world throws at me.